they say there's 6 other people that looks like you in the world,
is there anyone with the same feelings as you, at the same time?

HAHA, i think i found one for myself,
plus (HAHA) go figure.

eyes closed, just you.
creeping right into my vein, choked.
i feel like giving up on alot of things.
im so tired of fearing what may be of today,
that unpredictable versatility.
however, it may just change and become another thing the next day.
i dont want to be happy for a moment and sad the other.

i seriously hate myself.

today was a big disappointment.

but would i be out of line if i said i miss you.
i miss you lah.