you make me choke on words you cant swallow,
i have no idea what goes through my ears,
it just leaves a bitter after taste i hate.

you pull up something down your throat,some black lining or so
smudge them on my face my cheek isnt it fun to you.
i lost myself in a brown cardboard so please find me soon.

my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me,
so wont you kill me so i die happy, whichever you prefer.

kiss me and stop me from shaking.
white it out like glittering wax butterflies.

i got my wish, so what.
i hope you know im mad at you.