Monday, October 31, 2005

living in self denial is like suffocating myself with bubble wrap.
ahh, forget it.
i miss you.
OK FINE, I DONT

i hope you choke on fishballs this time.

ok nevermind, i change my mind.

ikhouvanjou :D:D:D
flamish/ flemish (?) AHA

for the time being,
when i decided not to think of you.
i miss those silly people behind the class.
HAHA.

i dont know why i just have the urge to do sth to kim now.
AHA. i miss them all :D:D:D:D

Sunday, October 30, 2005

goodnight stupid liar.

since when were you bothered by the way i say things.
since when do you even care.

im just a sensitive dust mite that needs to get blown away.
and perhaps you just did.

you destroyed my happy plans.
i really hope you get eaten by frogs.
but i cant bear to see that.

so what is it now,
you tell me.

Saturday, October 29, 2005

oh forget it.
just put that heart into a papercup and dispose it.
yesterday's feelings.

ahhh i rather have this than her.
ok maybe im just kidding.
LOOK its so pretty :D:D:D:D
well, quite?

NOKIA 3250 (click)
AHA i want.
ill get you something made of elephant hair!!!
pretty please? YAY thanks ((((:

sigh its so quiet now
i have no one to shout to.
i wanna tell someone i want that stupid 3250 phone.

ah, such a waste of sms.
i think you should eat grass or something.
poo.

its diluted.
so very diluted.
all you wanted was THAT.
im not silly enough to not understand that.
so its either this or that.

i just dont love you no more.
you dont even care.

Monday, October 24, 2005

im just trying to save you from the humiliation.
so im not gonna say your damn fucking name.

you are such a fake.
why lie that you have so many ex boyfriends.
is it that cool to brag about your love life.
dont you have anything better to do.
like measure your brain size?
oh wait! i forgot. you lost yours.
i apologise. HA

oh and why make things sound like you're the one getting IT.
when you're just the one making IT.
aye, sometimes i pity why you dont bother finding your brain.
why? oh im sorry. i forgot about your missing brain.
you cant even co ordinate your anus,
i know you love leaving trails of your faeces and lick them up.
i understand your need in these kind of things.
sympathy.


so you're guilty.
so you know you're at fault.
why make threats when you know you're wrong?

ill dig up a hole for you just to bury yourself alive.
ill get a whole union of ANTI-YOU to dig with me.
oh man. thats gonna be easy.

you never know how much people hate you.
you never know how much they just wanna rip out your hair and make you swallow it.

so you think you're close to her.
oh puh-lease.
do you realise how far you are from her.

its just a facade.

so you really think people actually like you?
think twice or thrice.

you're an itch i cant wait to get rid.
you're a bitch i feel like killing.

the hatred is choking me so deep i just cant come out with the thousand clever lines. just forget it just forget it.

its time to realise i should not lower my standard just to waste my time one you.
oh well. i feel much better.

jealousy turning saints into the sea.

i still love you so :D:D:D

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

im sorry babe,
but i just dont love you no more.

i think ive shocked myself too.
but dont i always acting on impulse?

perhaps you can try changing my mind if you bother.
AHA.

isnt this how things always end?
now you tell me.

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

failing mostly everything.

oh poo. i crave for lemon cream crackers.
ooh i like ((:

im done with cutting my sour plum.
and ill move on to missing you.MAHA.

get a life.

love,
me

Sunday, October 16, 2005

** imissyou!! argh.. dammit. i just dont understand why the hell did i fall for you. aiyoyo..

took this from someone's blog.
eeyyerr, i think i know who the YOU is.
left and leaving.
letting go of your prized possession,
is just like giving up your eyeballs.
so what do you want now?

i hate that bitch.
stop fucking around.
stop snatching
you fuckbag.

i hate you.
how about fucking yourself with a pair of scissors.
:D

ill love to see.
i still HATE you.

Sunday, October 09, 2005

sweet beginnings,

kiss me and smile for me,
tell me that you'll wait for me.
hold me like you'll never let me go.

reminiscing the past,
perhaps a week ago.
that man. eeyyerr.

yet so sweet :D:D:D

fire in sweet embrace.
FATS.