impulses and anger fills and spills under my thoughts,
clip your excuses on a string, and its time to clean your wings,
dusty feathers choked up in your mouth polish your dim-litted halo.
words of deception pouring out from you, no one's there to catch it.
contradiction swells up, and burst, and stained up my t-shirt.
your deceptions, however my truth.
choose to decipher it, whichever you want.
string your guilt into thread so fine, then pull them out from the back of your throat.
choking with words of apologies which lies no reasons underneath.
it takes two hands to clap i admit, left of mistakes, right of truth,
somehow we fall under the right side of those two.
maybe dig deep into the pits, of whats left over of your integrity and pick them up.
wrap the tongues of not-involved with barbed wires and thread
a dead knot or two, sew your lips up of what should be kept.
did i chew off your arms, or did i gnaw off your legs,
should you leave words lined with broken glass hanging from your tongue,
leaving a clean cut after another so it thrills you oh so much.
time is inevitably wasted, on words spat out from foul mouth,
jealousy turning saints into the seas,
swimming through sick lullabies
choking on your alibies,
when you've outgrown toys and plastic shapes,
perhaps get a pen and paper and write a note,
maybe smudge some apology and remorse on it,
than way i might consider, something better than forgiving.
tragedy, comedy, two sides one coin.
take your pick.

you were just a stain on my t shirt,
a smudge on my skin.

you leave traces of immaturity laced with a sense of insensitivity in your veins.
beat your brain at the rate of your heart, i hoped that stimulated your intelligence.
words of disgrace wrapped around the tongue named, hers.
so sew this mouth so malicious with threads of despicable impulsion.
your cup of esteem was running low, with spit and bloodstains,
why dont you swallow it up and i hope that got you choked.

feed your assumption with more attention and bury your act with cheap plastic.
suck that bulge in and satisfy yourself with those undesirable dalliance.
keep your hands in your pocket and your nose away from my neck.
inevitably wasting minutes casting your own show,
you are a jackass, a loser, pathetic offspring lunatic on the loose.
get a room for yourself with coloured candies and candyfloss.
i hope you get so fat, that when you jump for joy, you get stuck.
breathe your breath against the windows, fingering the words of "sad ass loser"

i love my girlfriend ever so so keep your tongues in your mouth and your hands roped in tangles

its good. is it?

im loving my girlfriends day by day, ooh how much i love them <3

wrap your annoyance around your tongue, i hope you got choked.
tear your despair into shreds and maybe piece them up again
pour your jealousy into jugs and maybe swallow them up .
why did you get this swelling whenever it happens HAHA
come satisfy me :D

ill send you a telegram to tell you that you're annoying.
its a pretty thirteen tomorrow but everyone's gone.

oh i love my girlfriends HAAHA,anyway miss devi died.
funeral at st joseph's parlour. oh no, i hope she'll rest it peace.
babes were upset just now, many little things, many different things.
im so cold and its raining. ok babe's house tonight and im gonna rescue someone now
HAHA, im a superhero tsk.

scream out in lustrous pleasures those undesirable dalliance, mocking you with finger dances and those shameful acts, cant blame you for the day is jolly, something worth a gift. yeast on you or you. i like my ah lians :D very much HAHA.
lunch arcade bus floods mccafe sent arent you happy. sweet sacrifice :D
love love love.

i just love my gfs.

tragedy, comedy, two sides, one coin.
a deceiving feeling of non everlasting and a sweet aftertaste id never get. sew this up with threads of reason and regret so i will not forget, with back turned and revolutionary differences with much adverse chain reactions to either fill or burst.things are propelling towards the other side to keep me much unsatisfied. id rather drop i need a miracle. HAHA

my grandma is a good woman.she bought diamond just for me (:

ps, diamond happens to be just a silly dog HO HO
pss: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TABI, with much love <3
psss: school tmr.

youre just fucking stupid with your head held back in the ancient time where knights save princesses in their shiny armour but please, please just grow a fucking brain and drain off those fairytale thoughts and fit in some mechanical playthings that can you stop being so fucking stubborn. put your face so near the ground where air just escaped into dirt, swallow your thoughts and come out with something better, something better than plastic. if facts are gonna choke you, why arent you dead now. if reality is harsh, why dont you build a corner for yourself and hide your head in, dragging it in never works. so does involvement hurt so much? words are free so ill get all the i hate you smudged all over your skin and i hope thats enough to keep you buried six feet under. spin the reality round yourself and think of something clever enough to keep you alive, time is running out so why dont you start now. fuck i hate you.

replies,
kim and jacq:
haha well, thats that i cant do anything about it haha, at most ill just drop to normal i have no idea sigh.LOVE AND MISSED <3
charms:
haha yup this is it ((:HAPPY NEW YEAR TOO