i cant cough out words into clever lines,
ill leave predicaments in ink i hope you'll understand.
when the earth changes to mars,
when a diamond changes to a star,
how quick my heart bleed.
put your hand on my pulse,
mountains are being moved by it.

you leave me a swelling within,
you stepped on the empty doormat.
words entered my ears like good advice,
but can good advice be something negative?

discrimination of wrong doings, yet i see an encore.
with someone, taste like candy.
fountains, taste like salt.
pearls, looks like tears.
wide-eyed wonder, exposed to false play.

keep your answers in a cup,
leave your heart somewhere far.
that way ill never find it,
that way ill forget.
bury me six feet under and perhaps stop me from sinning.
feed me with cheap dirt and soiled water.

some kind of misery you'll never know.
what ever happen to practice what you preach.

perhaps it has just gone out of style.
ill leave the rest to you.
draw me a circle,
complete my square.

your choice.
wake up baby.

how i yearn to.

all the cheap tricks.

you wont understand unless you ask,
you will get it wrong because its not right.
im not making sense but i just have some kind of stir within.
some unspoken misery do you get me?

♥

♥ love.
some kind of reassurance.
i need something similar.
i cant lose another you.
some kind of disappointment
i made a new discovery.
accidentally in love.

SENTOSA PICTURES (:

SENTOSA PICTURES (:

i dont know what ive done to make you make me sieve your spit into rum,
your words into charms, i didnt figure out what that desperation cry means,
until someday, when someone taught me how to hate.

if you think your rights to speak is higher than the sky,
perhaps you find someone, somewhere where you can share your thoughts without a worry of unclear thoughts and words that might soil your perfect offering.

if you think you know me, im sorry you dont.
stop being such an ass and who taught you to judge a book only after you've read chapter one?

i hate you for disappointing yourself, others and everything.
why dont you say you're sorry for being such a failure on earth.
you cant change what others have seen, what others dont get.
you're always doing things that lead to misunderstandings,
you have a thouands to spit, but nothing is coming out.
nobody understands what you're thinking, im sure its not even you.
keep your confusion somewhere near, i hope you all are happy.

we should never have lived like we were skyscrappers.

ive lost afew.

you send me ignorance in boxes and carts,
i hate it so much, i want you dead.
why did you choke me with your words,
some kind of deception you ass.

keep your hopes high, ill make you fall.
lost, in some kind of plaything,
somewhere called the heart.

maybe when you're less intimidated,
then go out and play.

i can give you an answer, indefinitely.

some trip.

breakfast, schooled.
parkway, nothing else.
homed and slept till 9plus.
he told me sth, i shouldnt trust.
yearning.

maybe i made the right decision.
how cheap your words can be.
how plastic i knew i shouldnt tell.
not worth it, make me smile (((:

next monday is the 13th :D
would i be out of line if i said i miss you <3
i like breakfast.

i have a longing of calling someone in the middle of the night just to wake that person up,
maybe just to hear the voice and deny that fact that i miss you.be unreasonable and demand for raw ham and bread. talk about the silliest thing and calling you silly. it all happens too quickly all the tiring flings. just not good enough i guess

you asked me something i thought you knew.
i feel like eating green grapes (:

such rude awakening,
does it even bother you, you words spat out like toxic,
some kind of stir, do i even know you?

im leaving soon and i hope i dont see you.

i feel like being disconnected with the world tomorrow,
maybe i shall not reply messages haha. okok?

maybe ill reply the important ppl only lah ok?i feel like i have messaged a thousand houseflies.
oh my!

birthday, the cake the drinks and the babes.
pour out your sorrows into cups of liquor.
is it worth it can you even hear me
standing with your spotlight on me
not enough to feed the hungry
im tired and i felt it for awhile now
in this sea of lonely.

stop choking me with those typical words,
i have a chesty feeling you'll never understand.

i hope everyone has an imaginary friend,
maybe they'll feel happy :D ahaha

i cant find the words to cough out onto this page,
just words that come out in pieces and things that say i dont really like you as i expect myself to, you're just so different, i cant get the familiar feeling i get from others, so what you're just a bunch of blur beans, i might not adore it now.
im just too exhausted to run this mile, would you like to carry me through.
ill smile like i mean it, ill love you like how pooh loves bear.

haha what nonsense you spit,
ive got worried for no reason, all i get is ignorance,
something that bothered me. i have a phobia of people sending me home,
i have a phobia of smashing my insides with your mechanical playthings.

left and leaving, please stay ((:

dont get your hopes too high.
sing my imperfect offering.

im getting this into simple words, better comprehension.
i cant believe you changed the story into some not happily ever after.
defamed of fairytales and whatsoever.
i cant believe you can actually be a bitch.
are you trying to keep your pride on your sleeves,
and keep the shame beneath something somewhat thick.
i cant believe your lies were so plastic.
i cant believe you have the cheek to say things like that.
shame on you.

next, do you know i hate people walking out on me just like that,
ill get mad for that unspoken ignorance, much irritation.
i have a strong desire to adopt a monster or so haha dont you think its so adorable (:

truth, perhaps were to be spoken.
honesty, perhaps the best policy.
tears, the next remedy for such misery.
smiles, are the simplest way of showing some sort of concern,
some sort of love :D

i have a phobia of people leaving.
so would you stay so we can talk about sweet nothings and little stories of monsters and perhaps some dinosaurs ((: