captain justice

everyone knows eljay is for friends only so here i am.
so lets sum up yesterday into a clever line : shit happens.

how we know its shit
1) when your mind tells you this while you're doing another, in denial and choking on uselessness and fucked up over all-about-me thing fuck me! (im just a sad ass sucker) ] :
2) when acting on impulse and being a bitch could actually make things worse.

now im trying to swallow my guilt for being an irritant to anyone that displeases me.

when whats hidden under the tongue flaps past your ear, maybe take it as a passing wind because you= priceless and i would never exchange anything for that, once bitten twice shy and i was bitten more than twice so heal me now.somehow indelible.babe,turn that frown upside down(so cheesy) and everyone knows rumours are for losers. &addie singer says: its in the girl code.

please decipher this in a way that i hope you will understand because this chesty feeling is suffocating me. and sorry seems to be the hardest word, just like it in the song.

bottomline = i just dont like to be placed beside what might have thought of a will-be-but-actually-will-not-be kind of thing

clear as crystal, cause i love you my raisondetre.
and because i have to catch my breath extra hard when i saw that face played too many times across my head, this means that you mean so much more than a lifetime to me. you= my biggest worry.
& ill spell your name out in numbers, 38118131914.(just like cute without the e)